Right Here, Right Now

I am on welfare.

Yup.

It it difficult for me because I can’t stand people on welfare.

Stop reproducing, work for a minute. Have some dignity.

I know that this is not “truth”, it is just my “feeling”.

The people on welfare put me here; via: bad business. Lack of leadership bred a sort of “lord of the flies” situation,..

The State is aware of said situation; and, as I am very employable: a hard worker, I will soon be working full time, I believe.

This has happened to me twice: General Managers, not in possession of the skills required to execute the duties of their office, underpaid, and ruled by their employees, excuse me per the employment law: immediate nullification of contract, by either party at any time. Three weeks of employment, glowing reviews, and unexplained/contrived dismissal. They get 90 days, why don’t I!?

I am willing to accept any feedback on the situation

Of course, I have needed some stress relief in this situation. I call the photograph, “Origami”

So in Lust

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Existentialism

History of the World

 I think of the history of the world socially; I include Pagans and Christians.

Zappos:Downtown

It is a sign of the times: when a shoe salesman writes a book about success.

Lance Armstrong

Maybe we should all just go back to an embryonic state where we are equal. That would be fair, and boring, and we would die listless and unchanged together. Life would be absolutely meaningless, but totally equal. Our kind would cease to exist, greater powers would absorb us, but, no one would ever suffer a moment of insecurity, or a thrilling triumph. Yea.

Myriad methods exist for fitting in, as well as standing out. What is of greater concern: those trying to boost the oxygen level of the blood for a race, or, those using psychotropics in a massive effort to make sense of life itself? I guess its easier to prove the oxygen thing…

Maybe a sleeping Olympics? Why become contestants if we are equal? What type of industry might this contest create?

What other “peak performance” objectives are relevant to the way we define ourselves? ie, “Worlds best Mom”, or, why is a child’s intelligence so important to some parents?

The only thing “Anti-Doping” (can you believe its a committee?) represents is jealousy, fear, and power. True addicts are self-destroying first, winning is contrary to their goal, and, influencing others to: persevere, focus, train, breakthrough, follow through, remain committed, take the heat, and a billion other worthy human pursuits, is more foreign, and farther away, than that Rover on Mars.

Colorado Times

Inspired by a Jon Ronson TED talk

I liked it; would be better coming from a doctor (like that’s gonna happen!: “um, yes, my profession is actually entirely unprofessional”), but, I think psychology is smarter than we are, pretending we have it mastered can be dangerous. Charles Dickens dangerous. But! what do we do with those we don’t understand whom also promote violence? Oppression only compounds (disease+disease=more disease) the problem. I think learning to de-escalate ourselves and others in emotionally charged circumstance is a good thing, keep a level head. Life or death? Be prepared to win.

ps. Please add salt: I have read some very admirable, exciting, psych-related material;  Not everyone is interested in being defensive, that’s ok.

Tired Innuendo; aka: maybe it’s just me

Hi! My name’s ” “. Nice to meet you, thanks for interviewing! Seriously, I love cock; I have done things with cock you wouldn’t imagine! Maybe I’ll tell you about it sometime, wink*wink. I think you’re a good fit, and everything will go well as long as you understand and acknowledge that I am the authority on cock. Well excellent! We would like you to be here Monday at 10am..

The Downtown Lights

Things to do when you’re Half Asleep

Point of View

My cat is jealous of my computer. What she fails to realize is: I could never build a cat.